6 posts from September 2008

kiss me && you'll see stars love me and i'll give em to you....ole myspace quote that ii accidentally erased then couldnt remember...then had to google it lol...i oficially hav a permanent distate fro carlton i wish he would take his ass  sumwhere cuz im truly tired of seeing him in our house to the we hours of the morning and he might be coming to church wit us 2moro.dammit to hell this negro is everywhere i understand he got prob(like the rest of the worl) but his momz live in the complex rite next to ours if he feeling so down and out go se ha ass cuz we not unning a soup kitchen or a mission house here!!!! eating up all the damn food!!! i was feenin for sum leftovers!!!!!! and i jux feel like momz accomodates him to much.we not his second family he dont need to be ova heALL the EFFIN tim....FIN lol nuthin else to report aint spoke to darryl in days...whose surprised???? been working and chillin thas all

o yea 4got to say i wsa ova marcus house sumtym this week maybe monday nite i believe and he actually acted like he had sum sense as a matter of fact we sat on seperate sides of the couch notout of akwardness either.we was jux chillin like we sposed to be he was on his best behavior so he might get his chillin priveleges.cuz that all ova me shyt is not where its at 4 reo....and i think that wraps it up ii kinda dont wanna go to work its jux that when i get there i dnt really noe wat to be doin wit him i think the family might see me as a babysitter which ii am not.i mean im hea to shaoe his development but they need to take part also like i sit at the table wit him 4 like 4 hrs idk guess i jux need to et comfortable so ii can wrok sumthin out

ok dweebs jux a lil update 4 ya...u on thursday morning from 2-4 we was partying it up at ma mother;'s job.....i noe i noe what de hell rite lol but yea momz  wrk wit a whole bunch of scientists and they was celebrating this experiment  that the germans was conducting at that very moment and we watched it on this this computer.it was actually pretty fun they had belgin waffles and all teh breakfast necessities....those lil science nerds noe how to party they was makin mimosas and bloody mary's  quite fun quite fun...so yea i took ma GED test tues and thurs of this weeek im hoping i knocked the whole thing out but if i didnt it was most likely math.and the janitor at parkdale was def tryna talk to me talking bout he an engineer nigga u a janitor...aint nuffin wrong wit dat shyt its a job....be secure talking bout lemme get ur number that nigga was too ole nn portly 4 me lol...o0o yea so carlton's bac but not fro long...cuz ima hav a long talk wit ma motha about dude i mean 4 reL CUZ IVE REALLy thought about this and he got to go he sneaky and manipulative. i was goin tell ma motha when she was gettin ready 4 work but i was semi up and not as fired up as i wanted to be.but 2nte we goin get that out the way cuz that nnigga gotta go..and that dumb ass broke ma freakin rubic's cube...o is V for Vendetta now!!! lol

soooo...lemme finish ma continuation of thr crazxy saturday nite i had labor day weekend.so while my cuzn is driving me home ma brotha frm anotha mother is textin me which im so glad about cuz i havent talked to him sice he got me high that one time lol so he jux askin me wat im up to and im tellin him im on ma way home hoping he'' drop by to tsee me.and btw he tells me he been drinking and smoking so he high and tipsy and wanna fcuk sumthin...which is always the case wit daleel so he gets bac at me bout 30 mins later asking so wats gud and i tell him im home so he like watchu tryna do and i cud feel the sexual undertone in his text so i say watchu talkin bout and he like u tell me im like wateva daleel ima let uu sleep off the narcotics cuz u talkin craziness.so he like if he came and got me he bet i would leave happi...which isnt the case cuz i think of this boi like ma bro i love him dearly i swaer i do.so i tell him tha i thought of him as a brother and he was like so and i was jux apalled that he aint eem care so i tole him i aaint emm think bout him in that way and that was the end of our convo butluckily las nite he txt me so hopefully things will go bac to normal and we can put this thing behind us.i was kinda disappointed in him but bcuz a lot of ppl think men and women cant be friendas and i adamantly oppese that cuz i think of him and hopw we've always managed to be platonic and the thought of "us" was neva an issue and he had to go and mess it up with his horniness

sooo...vox its been a min umm well lemme start off wit ma cuzn...this nigga took 4eva to cum get me he was sposed to be hea at 3 well i guess he ws hea but he aint get me til 8 so he had this chic wit him was a lil perturbed by that lol cuZ it was sposed to be all fam but then i found out chile was onli 18!! cuda slapped the taste out ma cuzn mouth cuz she a chikle but anyway we drove all the way to west bmore to meet sum firend of his out in the blue light district and shit and he was a cutie u noe black as nite jux like i like em lol so we went to his spot which he said he jux moved into so we chillin while we wait 4 jaime to use da bathroom and this nigga gotta tray of brownie fresh out da oven...and that had me dying on the inside i was like we in da hood...bout 10 at nite...this thug baking and shit lol so anyway we scoop dude and head to sum1 else's house.so we  gettin out the car and black opened the door for me which i dint eem expect cuz i cant eem remember wen th hell the last time a dude opened a car door 4 me lol ao that was nice we get in the the house and all that kindness left cuz them niggas left us and went into the back room and there was anotha female there she was a wife of onna the dudes that lived there we was watching friday after next and shit and ordered sum food  in the meantime.them niggas was bac here a loooong time lol so finally jaime invite me bac there and fine out they been freestyling so he asked me if i wanted to hear him spit and i did..he actually pretty decent lol i thought he was goin be sum trash no disrespect but cmon everybody tryna put out music nowadays lol yea so we chilled in the back room talking to him and black and thats when i found out hunni chile was onli 18 adter she talkin but she gotta finish sum class 4 high school...but i had already gathered in ma mind tat she was young lol cuz she dressed like she was 15 or sumthing with those cheap clothes she had on but she did look older...womans intuition i guess lol so any way we had to wrap the nite up cuz i was going to ny the net morning but ii aint eem get a chance to talk to black like a wanted too cz he was kewl ppl so anyway we at the car and u noe he shake ma hand and tell me to stay beautiful and im lik aww thanx and so danelle right mect to me and im wainting to see if he going say the same shit to her lol but he tell ha sty nice WOMP WOMP lol but yea we ride off int to the sunset and i tell jaime i thought black wa cute and like i alreasdy figured he said black had said sumthing bout me but jaime tole him he would have to talk to me himself so jaime drops me home and i had a fun time ooo but wait theres more!!!